Yeah, I don't think I sell myself short. I know my limits, and stuff. I am pretty stupid dude. I suck at everything! Like anything I like to do, I suck at. I can never really master anything. As far as running hobbyspace....It kind of sucks bro. Like it's not a good bbs, most boards out there stomp mine. I'm surpised anyone returns to my board. I don't know why, but they return. I got a few users, and a lot of sysops that get on my board. I can't really complain, I would like to have a bunch more. I have seen boards that have zero logons in years. I got on a bbs and it's last logon was 2024! I was kind of friends with the guy back in 2010s, but he became too much. I tried to help him, but man he didn't read the documentation. There was no way, he could have. Being me, not all that smart, could only help so much. Hell, I was trying to learn at the same time. One day, I couldn't take it anymore, and called it out. I tried to be as nice as possible, but boy did he take it wrong. If I remember correctly, my brother even got mad at me, and blocked me off the bbs. I think that's when my old bbs went down hill. It was a pretty darn good bbs, but after that, and not getting help with Java Script, I gave up.
You really don't want to know what goes on in my brain! Lol....It's really bad dude.



...I used to get high on life but lately I've built up a resistance.

I think you should try and get you a therapist or counselor to talk to.

I don't know man, that's another thing that would just take my money. Nothing is free ya know...

Do you not have health insurance from work?

Of course I do, but I still got to pay the deductible. I bet if I got my adhd under control, I would thrive.